
And all i can depend on to calm myself down is music.
there's nothing much i can do now.
im seriously confused,fucked up and irritated.
like what the fuck am i suppose to do now ?
am i suppose to trust youu ? do youu really mean what you say ?
i just want youu to assure me that youu meant what youu said and that you'll never leave me cause im seriously sick and fucking tired of being used time and again.
A lot of people are telling me things and i cant deny that what they say might be/come true.
ugh ! cb laaa. i fucking hate this feeling.
and people,for the last time,stop assuming things ! if you wanna know what i mean,ask me.
dont be going around,making up false stories or just start talking nonsense aite.
Anyways,was home by 2.30pm today.had no plans.everyone was busy so thats why i came home super early.
learned a new song today.requested by Ayie.
When It Rains-Paramore
lovelove the song and the band too :D
and this fella,is exactly the same as Iswat.lol.he keeps on saying that Hayley Williams is hot and stuff like that.
typical of guys.xD
And shit,the bloody IFC thingy is this wed.so,i'll be busy i guess this wed.
sobs sobs.
Soo,im hoping that by Thurs,everyone will be free,especially bbygirl cause i wanna practice the few songs with her.and yeah,i miss hanging out with her. ((:
and not only that,fingers crossed i'll get to meet Iswat again this week.
imy tau taakkk ! ^^
and ohh ya,i'll be changing my number soon.my bill for this month was
$70.14 and total text messages that i send/received 1231 .
so,thats why im gonna be using prepaid soon.it sucks,BIG TIME
cause prepaid is very the leceh mann.kene top up laa.nie laa,tu laa.
haiyo yo.
and surprisingly,this time im blaming no one cause i brought this upon myself.
padan muke aku. -__-"
once i get the friggin prepaid,i'll inform all of you of my new number aites.
toodles ((:
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