And to think i would end my day with a smile on my face
Had a pretty slow day today
did nothing much in school and
pretty much just had one hell of a boring day
Went to bbygirls place after that
she changed and went out to have lunch
there after met up with idil and zul
slacked at some block near school and then
walked around tamp before going our seperate ways
On my way home,nearly got killed,
run down by a car to be exact
cause my mind was preoccupied with stuff
and im having mood swings for some reason
gosh
Many apologies to my dearest ayysyah !
really sorry i cant turn up for tomorrow
i seriously cant escpae this,my family needs me now,
more then ever
i hope you understand yeahs
i swear,im gonna make it up to you aite
and again,my sincerest apologies
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And i just lost my mood to do anything
time and again,the same old stuff keeps on repeating itself
seriously,i have enough shit on my hands already
and frankly speaking,i cant take this no more
i give up on everything,especially life
* i need time alone,so i hope you understand
Be reminded,nothing is perfect,including myself
so dont expect me to be who you want me to be cause i might just be more of a dissapointment
p.s, on be half of nabilah,me and her would like to say that we're really sorry for not turning up tomorrow
we know tomorrow means a lot to you but we seriously cant make it. we fell like really bad.
sorry my dearest.
but do enjoy yourself yeahs and like i said,we'll make it up to you,thats a promise from us
xoxo