And i guess,i hope for too much huh.gosh,how i wish i knew a way to change this bad habit of mine.a bad habit that's making my life miserable and a habit that will on keep on hurting me.its time for a change and im gonna do something about it

looks like im back.earlier then expected.heh

Soo,was out all day.got up like way way early,actually i didnt sleep xpwas up all night.had a conference with those lame ass dude's and bbygirl till 3amslowly,one by one was getting tired and off they were to lala land,except for me that isi was up all the way till morning,doing nothing to entertain myself cause the internet went haywire on me andthere was nothing interesting on tv

Anyways,met bbygirl in the morning at afghan,had breakfast and went on a hunt for a pack of brownie mixit was for aini,an advance birthday present from me,ayysyah,hachilah and nabster.made her a card too and gosh,did it look ohh-so-kental cause cause its filled with our lame-ass-irritating pictures from sec 1-4
ahhaa

After baking and stuff,went to her place to surprise her and well,it didnt go so wellahhathat gendeng girl forgot where she left her freakin key and we ended up waiting outside her house for aprox 1/2 hrlmaowe were singing,making noise like nobody's business and hell yeah do we look retarded at that point of timebut like come on,thats how we are.
XD

She finally found her god freakin key,gave her ther bownie and card and quickly left cause we(me,ayysyah,hachilah) were latewe were gonna meet rul and fir at bedok at 1.45 but ended up meeting at 3 plus cause of aini
XD
rushed to bedok,met them and slacked at some random block near bedok sk8parkwhile waiting for ziffi to reach,we were pretty much doing our own stuff which is B O R I N Gand rul ended up taking my deck and he started skating.soon after,he got tired and sat and there's where the crap begani randomly asking him a qn
"ehs,muke aku ade muke mix tak ?" - me
"takde,muke ko muke melayu" - rul
"sial arh.abeh si ayysyah ?" -me
"si ayysyah muke peranakan" -rul
"biar betul sey.padahal aku yang peranakan.si ayysyah pakistani" -me
"kalau ko peranakan and ayysyah pakistan,si hachilah ape ? go head go stan ?
(started laughing )" -rul
see how lame can he get.sheesh.

ziffi then came,sat,chitchatted and then then,azhar called !that sewel dude of mine was skating nearby and decided to join us.he came over to the block that we were at.finally got to meet him again,after like a long long period of timehell yeah do i miss him.aha and and he has a new hairstyle which suits him and he looks way better !
(surprisingly,im jealous of his hair xp )

soo,he skated and i watched.i was freakin amazaed.after like a year or so of not skating,he can pick up his pace like real quick and he is skating like a pro again.gosh.and ohh yeah,got to meet ben ! like finally and a few of his other peeps or so called "students"heh !

Hmm,went off at 6 plus cause the 3 dudes(rul,ziffi and fir) has other plans or something
they accompanied us to bedok interchange and waited with us for our bus to arrive.and guess who i met,my brother -_-how unlucky can i get.he saw me and gave me "that" look.bloody irritatingthe bus came,said our goodbyes and boarded the bus with that brother of mine.
and when i reached home,he went like
"dating per ?! " - him
'kalau dating pun asal ? ade susah kan lu ke?" -me
"takde la.lu tu,jage diri,jgn sampai kene tipu ke ape ape" -him
"ye ye,aku tau (: " -me
didnt know that he was concerened about him.that really shocked me,like seriously
heh !

Soo,thats pretty much what happened today.had one hell of an awesome time.hope to meet me little cute lameasses again soon& fingers crossed i can go out next saturday cause "someone"(more of a few people) asked me to tag along.they're gonna skate at somerset
weeeeeeeeeeso
jyeahs,thats all.

and& im gonna miss azhar cause he'll be gone in 2 months time.sob sob

A word of advice,never and i mean never trust someone soo easily.study them really carefully cause they may seem innocent or they may claim to be a changed person but hey,for all you know,that person might be some lowlife idiot who is misuing your trust and making use of youbottom line,be careful and think twice before making any decisions.and hey,not all innocent looking dudes are nice.soome of them are just plain arsesactually.not some but majorityheh !

Toodles !(: