and to think that i had a great day today.

why must you do this ? and you say that im happy.enjoying my life.well,im not.im suffering too.because of a lot of things.i may seem to be happy and all but the truth is,im not.why must you always assume ? and certain things you said were true and certain things were absolutely not true.the thing that you gave me.i really appreaciate it but why must you write all those things ? why ? and fyi,all the guys that ive mentioned before in my blog are my friends.people whom i care about,just like how i care for you.as a friend.nothing more then that.
& ive told you this a lot of time,we are not meant to be.im not the girl for you.why cant you just accept that.i know its hard.and dont you be thinking that i move on easily and that i dont seem to care.I DO CARE OKAY.im just feel really fucked up about this.

please,do not do anything stupid okay.concentrate on your o levels this year.enjoy life.and always remember,there is someone out there waiting for you and she is way better.
takecare and please,do not do anything foolish )':


okay.went to bugis just now.with aisyah bby.bought my book and aini's art stuff and she finally got her skirt.aha.and we met fazlee.didnt actually meet but saw him.ahaha.was suppose to meet zaizai but he had to attend to some things at home,so its okay.next time maybe.aha.erm thats about all people.

fingers crossed that everything will be okay and he will be safe. (:

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