Distractions.one after another.they just keep on coming you know.how am i suppose to ignore them? tell me. and not to mention problems too.they wont stop coming either. you always tell me," it's easy to ignore them.just block them all out ".it's not as easy as you think it would be.

i've been thinking,is it the timing?did i really choose a bad timing to start this? or is it just fate? where are the answers when i need them?

and is it me who is changing or is it them who is changing ? i know i've asked this question a lot of times but i just keep on seeing changes,and i mean changes in a not such a good way.why now?

you guys ask me,why do i do stupid things like slash myself and all,well now,you've got your answer.and im not trying to blame anyone here but all i ask for is that for you people to be yourself not not some hypocrite person who would stab their own friends at the back.is that really to much to ask?


and Happy First Monthsary To Aisyah bby and zainul :))
last long yeah korang :D