i swear to god.they are like really hot.she is so lucky to have them as her cousins man.i would do anything to have them as my best friends.actually,i wont.im just saying that to please myself.like whatever liyana.lol
anyways,met a new friend.lets just say he is different from others and well,he sure does know how to make a good first impression.

you know something,for some reason,life just seems meaningless to me.its like i cant be bothered with my life anymore.its like i want to end it now.you must be thinking,what the hell is wrong with me right.even I'm asking myself the same question.what is wrong with me?
what has gotten into me?
why am i behaving this way?
and now i ask myself another question.am i longing for someone to be by my side again or is it just my imagination?
should i just go with flow,be patient like what I'm doing now or should i take things into my own hands?
i keep on asking myself a whole lot of questions but i just cant seem to find the answer.i need answers.is it out there somewhere?is someone holding on to them?or has it been in me all along?
this confusion is killing me.