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There's No Turning Back.

Stroke the flame of the empire, live to lie another day,
Face of hypocrisy, raping the democracy,
Apocolyptic, we count the days

Sunday, November 30, 2008

unbareable moment

you told me that you loved me.cherished me and cared for me but where has all those word gone to.it all went down the drain.i was waiting for you to text or call but i guess your ego got the best of you.did you have any idea how much i suffered?i cried because of you and yet,you didn't do anything about it.i thought that this might work out but i guess i was wrong yet again.i didn't tell you certain things cause I'm afraid that it might hurt you but well,you thought i was joking about it.but did you have any idea what i have gone through?i was hurt over and over again and I'm sick of it.I'm sick of life.if i could,i would put my life to an end but i didn't.i told myself,somewhere,out there,a kind soul is waiting to help me.be by my side and accompany me throughout this life.and so,i will keep on living.I'll wait for him.to come to me and be with me.but I'm afraid,will he be like the rest?abandon me at the very last moment.the moment where i really need him the most.
let's hope not.

i really thought that things might work out between us,but well,i was wrong.i think its time for me to say goodbye and farewell my dear. :'(
and always remember this,although i have never said this before to you,i love you.

never ending misery